Rainy rainy rain

Well today's weather forecast...Crappy.
Funny how much the weather can affect your mood, but today im not a happy camper.I think this is largely due to the fact that im sick and don't know whats wrong with me or why it wont go away.
But anyway,back to the weather.Isn't it funny how when its winter we complain about the cold, but in summer its too hot? So Ive decided Spring is my favourite season.Its usually the medium between the two, minus all the leaves blowing into my garage and making a mess everywhere.

I do love snow though, but no luck getting any so far.And rain isn't fun, you cant make rain-men or rain angels.
I had another of those deep sayings pop into my head as i was thinking about seasons and time etc.

Life is a highway,and there's a rear-view mirror for a reason

Sometimes things in our past really suck.Their like big bumps in the road that can throw us off course.But those are the things that make us unique.
A unique quality i have that Ive discovered over time is my inability for perfection.
I'm not saying i think im perfect by any means, just that things i try to do always fall short of working out right. For example, whenever i dye my hair, there's always one patch that retains my previous colour.Or when i made apple and rhubarb muffins, and they were soggy in the middle because of the mixture being too wet. Even the little typos i make by leaving out a letter as i write this.

But I like that about myself.It means im not perfect or fake or whatever direction you want to go.
And as im approaching my 24th birthday, i have found myself looking back at my life so far.I think its been great all up.

One thing that does concern me, is how as the years race by,it becomes a lot harder to remember what it felt like to be a kid.I guess this is what it means to get old.I still have childhood memories, but they're not as vivid as they were, say 4 years ago.But maybe that's where having kids comes into the life equation.They help you remember, and create memories from a different perspective.So that's what has me looking forward not back.I don't know that im ready for kids right now, but it is a part of my hopes for the future.

Ok now my tummy is shouting at me that its hungry, so time for some good old fish and chips.Its quite a treat for me, since i cook every night.

mmmmmm Chips