Thoughtful

Well what a lot i have to think about.
As it is now close to the end of winter, i can feel myself becoming thoughtful all over again.
Ive found that with the change of each season, i end up reassessing my life and where it is headed.

Given the fact that i still haven't got a job yet, its very hard to know where i want to be by the end of the year.A job is a huge part of a persons life and has a lot of impact on their decisions.So im feeling like im in limbo, since i cant take that into account just yet.

I did do some interesting reading on the chinese zodiac.
This year is the year of the tiger.I also happen to have been born in the year of the tiger.But its not as simple as that.Within that category are five elements.Metal,Water,Fire,Earth and Air.So im a fire tiger.Cant remember how i found that out, but anyway this year is the year of the metal tiger. Thats meant to be a good thing for me because metal and fire don't clash like metal and wood etc.


So considering its my lucky year, wheres all the Luck at??


Another thing i find amusing is that as well as being born in the year of the tiger, my star sign is Leo.So im a lion and a tiger.i do find this highly amusing since so much about me fits the characteristics of these two felines.


Just don't get me angry.Meeooow!!

Big Girl Now

Well my oh my


I'm now one year away from 25.That's just madness.
Just wish i had a job.Had an interview at farmers on Monday, but didn't get the job.Same reason as always, "you did really well in the interview but we chose someone with more experience".
How on earth do you get experience if no one will give you the chance?
So im having a hard time with the fact that im doing everything i can to get a job, but its doesn't seem to be enough.
I just want a job.Shame i didn't have candles to blow out on my cake, because that would be my birthday wish.Oops im not meant to tell....